Sleep...It's What I Should Be Doing

I always complain that I don't get enough sleep but it's totally my fault. After Beau is asleep and I'm in bed is when I think of Blaze. I stay so busy during the day that I don't really have time to be depressed, but even at night, I won't say I'm depressed. I miss him soooo much, but when I think of him, I think of all the good times we've had together so far, and all the good times we'll have when he comes back. Like, (this is really sad) Blaze and I totally used to dance and sing along with "Don't Stop Me Now" by Queen to entertain Beau...and ourselves lol. I have the best husband ever. :) :)

I also think of the Army lighter that Blaze got me. Everyone in our neighborhood had a Zippo lighter and I felt so out of the loop, so when we were out at the PX he saw some Zippos and suggested I get one. So I look at a plain silver one but he talks me into getting the green one with the word "ARMY" and the Army Seal on it. I thought it was corny, but trusted his advice. Later in the day he was making fun of it, so I reminded him that he picked it out...he just laughed and said he didn't think I'd actually go for that one. He still gives me crap for the "gay" lighter. lol That being said, I love that lighter haha.

Another memory I love is when we first moved into our house how we listened to Bob Marley and danced in our socks on the kitchen floor. No furniture in the house with the exception of a bed, but we were so content with each other in our own little world that it didnt matter AT ALL! Man I love him.

My all time favorite memory, though, is Blaze's face when they pulled Beau out. It was kind of an "oh shit. what do i do now?" look. He loves that little boy so much. :)

Well, Im sorry y'all, I just really wanted to take a walk down memory lane. I can't wait for him to come home. :)

Shannon